Over the years I’ve looked for free insurance quotes that are not to much for this single mom to handle. I must say, I haven’t had to pay my own car insurance in a few years. Why? I don’t know. My van is still in my parents name because I wanted to wait until my divorced cleared. However, Soon the van will be in my name and then I have to pay it. I’m looking for a great place with a low price. Do you know any? Let me know.

For me anyways. I have to pay my bills. I want to try and get them paid before the new year comes along. I always pay them all at the first of the month even though some aren’t due until the middle of each month.

I plan on saving some money this coming year so I can move into a house. I want to be able to do whatever I want to it. Paint the kids rooms and set them up so they will sleep in them and not my room, lol! I have a extra room now because Jordan won’t sleep in it alone. Lily already sleeps in my room. I’m buying her a new bed. She broke the other one.

Vanity is the only kid here who sleeps in her room. I’m going to fix that problem though. I’m going to set Jordan’s room up with Transformers so he will sleep in there. I have all their toys in there as well. I’m slowly going to buy stuff for him.

What have you set to change for 2010? I have my plans but I never keep up with them. I’m hoping this year to get life insurance quotes that really fit my budget. I haven’t found one as of yet that I can afford each month. My children really need it too.

Anyways, My plans for 2010 are…

1. To quit smoking all the way
2. Lose 100 pounds or whatever I can
3. Move to a house and not a apt
4. Finish school by June
5. Get a new car

I hope it all works out for me as always..

I told myself that I was going to buy a new domain name for the new year. I want a blog to where I can post my feels more openly. I’m not sure I will post the link at my other 3 blogs but you never know.

I also want a new one where I’m not “working” on. I want it just to be a blog that I blog at and post pictures and videos.

I hope to have it done by the 1st. Key word: HOPING! lol!

I’ve had a problem with smoking every since I was 16. Before then, I have always hated it. My mother has smoked for years and my father as well. FAR back as I can remember. I always told myself that I was never going to smoke. I hated when my mother smoked and it went in my face. I remember going into her room and finding cigs one day. I took them and tried to smoke them. I was. However, I wasn’t inhaling them. I was just puffing. My ex best friend was spending the night, she smoked. She showed me how to inhale. I started smoking that night. I was 16.

I have quit more then once, but can’t seem to quit now. I enjoyed not smoking while it lasted. But it’s so hard to give it up. With the stress, kids bitching, and everything else that’s going on in my life, I seem to always pick a cig up.

Now I’ve never tried smoking a Rocky Patel because those are for men, but would it help me slow down and quit? I’ve heard people saying smoking a cigar to slow them down. But I’ve never tried it.

My friend in SC use to dip so she wouldn’t smoke. That’s something I will never even try. My brother dips. He quit but ended up starting again.

I just hope and pray it all ends for me soon.