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Can’t wait

Admin — Sun, 11 Jul 2010 20:54:33 +0000

I so can’t wait until I have my baby so I can do the ab workout that I saw someone doing on tv. I’m ready to be a size 14. 18 is okay, but 14 is better. LOL. I am sick of being a size 18. Who wouldn’t be? I’m use to being small. I’m hoping by a few summers from now I will be smaller and be happier. I think that’s why I was bored so because I would stay inside and didn’t want anyone to look at me. I’ve gotten over it, but still think dumb things in my head. Now don’t get me wrong, I do not care what other people think about me. but I try to look my best when I go out and so for my kids.

I need to learn how to handle it

Admin — Sun, 11 Jul 2010 20:16:22 +0000

For 3 years now I haven’t been able to drive on the main highway. I’m not sure what happened to me. Every since I had to drive fron NC to TN to help my parents and pick them up, I haven’t seen able to. I was even on some meds to try and help me, but it didn’t work. I use to be able to drive every where. I want to so bad to be able to drive on the highway so I can take my kids places. Go to Florida and visit. I do not know what is wrong with me and if I will ever be able to drive like I use to again. It’s really sad for me.

Ready for it to all go away

Admin — Fri, 09 Jul 2010 19:22:00 +0000

I’m ready for this acne to go away. It’s not BAD at all, but who wants to rub there face and feel these little bumps? I have never had a acne problem. My brother did when he was a teen but it all went away. It took my mother forever to find him acne treatment because we would always have to go out of town to find the right doctor. We lived in a smaller town and all the big towns were like 1 hour away or longer. Thank God for him, he it went away on it’s own and my mother didn’t have to do much. (Even though she would’ve)

I miss my life

Admin — Fri, 09 Jul 2010 18:38:06 +0000

I’ve been thinking about moving back to NC. The only reason why I haven’t done it is because Destiny lives with my mother and she won’t be coming with me and I don’t want her to feel as though I’m leaving her behind. Even though I don’t see her much, she is to busy with her life and friends. Plus, she don’t like where I live, it’s boring and I never have any extra cash to take her any where.

But still, I don’t want her to feel bad. She won’t say anything, but I know she will be thinking about it. I mean I would come visit her and they can come to NC, but it wouldn’t be often since it’s almost a 8 hour drive and trust me. It’s a LONG ASS drive that no one wants to drive. But one of my friends in NC said I need to be happy. I’m not happy here in KY and haven’t been for 2 yrs now. I’m not sure if it’s because I’m not with the right guy who can make my life great, or if it’s the people I meet and so called friends. But whatever it is, I’m so unhappy and want to be happy so bad.

I just don’t know what to do

Found a cream

Admin — Fri, 09 Jul 2010 18:31:56 +0000

I found a lotion for acne that I may be able to use right now. I must ask the doctor first before using it though. Yes, it’s just a cream, but I want to make sure it’s safe for me. They always say ask first or be sorry later. So that’s what I’m going to do.

I’m sitting here with Lily doing my work while she watches cartoons. I wish I could take her to the park, but my money and gas is low and I need to save what I can. Vanity is spending the night at my mothers house. I wish Lily or Jordan could go instead so I can get all this work done. Maybe next weekend or before school starts.